7 t H e a v e n

Should I ask myself,
where I am now?
Should I ask myself,
what I am now,
who I am now?
Or shouldn't I say nothing,
Or should I stop,
and ponder till the starts go down.
Today was a rainy day,
A really wet day,
I was expecting some sun shine,
Yet it was soggy and gloomy,
What a day to have Spanish finals,
Yet it wasn't too hard.
Ended my coll life with a picture
of me and my senor.
Glad to have find my way home,
Oh yes! I'm actually running away
from people!
The very minute I switch on my phone,
I get calls!
No no no!~ Guys, leave me at peace
for just a moment;
I need to stop and ponder
till the stars go down.
Till a sun rises the next morning;
and so its called sunrise.

When I look back,
I try not to see myself a wrack,
Yet, I do flaw at times,
Lots of times.
I thank God for the courage I had,
to get up and run again.
To forget hurts and to heal pains.
I am walking a good will life,
Till something else pops up,
I shall be ready with my fish net.