7 t H e a v e n
Friday, June 24, 2011
Gheez
I should learn to control myself.
I can't be barging into people's life then ruining it.
Should learn how to shut up and keep my eyes on everything else but you.
Even if I do like you, there's nothing I can do bout it, it's just it.
Even if you appear perfect to me now, you already have a perfect someone.
Even if I regretted leaving you last time, all the time I spend with you now won't change a thing.
You have your life and you're moving on, you were right,
karma's gettin back on me.
Hope you're great with him.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Be Amazing
It hit me.
I've been in a daze, a swindling path has been taken.
Yes, tell me to not go back and "be trapped again", please: she is vital to me.
This is my stand.
I cannot run from you, neither can you.
What we believed in, was real.
That was me, this is me.
I'm coming for you.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
New
No. It's a lie.
There'll be never a 'new'.
I gazed into the horizon,
Waiting for but a silent reply,
Apart of you stays beneath the shores,
The rest of you in my cores,
Tell me that I'm awake in your thoughts,
Asleep on your bad.
Are you alright?
yeah, you?
I am.
Hey, how are you feeling?
Missing.
You?
Missing also.
What do you wanna eat?
You wanna know?
Come on, something real.
It iss, real.
Hey, hey, hey....
smile.
I'd kiss that smile everyday.
The night sends my louve.
Standing by the cliffs, hug her from behind.
Ireland, the wind is strong.
We are married, only not in black and white.
i pray it's all a nightmare now, and that I will wake up and see you smiling at me.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Goodnight
Fear.
Traumatize me with your words.
And say that the world is gonna end.
Cause it is.
And I'm problematic.
Leave.
Things that taste good to you.
And treasure greater things.
So you say.
Torn.
At every corner stitched.
Undo your buttons.
So I could see my world.
In halves.
Evil.
She says.
Liar.
She screams.
Deceiver.
She yells.
I don't deny.
The list goes on so it is true.
How did this happen.
Nothing ever did.
What happened to you.
I never changed.
Are you always good in this.
Absolutely.
So youve cheated me all this while.
Absolutely.
How do I look at you now.
But I'll still call you pretty.
How would I ever louve you again.
I am always.
How can I ever let you go.
I never did.
You did.
I hate what you did to me.
But I honor your move.
Your choice.
I break though.
Deep down, you break also.
You and I.
Shall seat at separate tables.
Separate directions.
Like how it use to be.
A not so long time ago.
But.
Where do I throw this tears for you.
You don't.
It's apart of you.
That moves on.
I am at fault.
For I'm never at peace.
For I'm in a constant hunt.
By my own blood.
It is not possible.
For me to take it.
NO!!
It's an excuse.
You took the new girl in.
Yes.
Yes I did.
Why I did it.
I don't know.
Maybe I won't take her after all.
I won't take anyone.
Until the sun hides its rays without the concern of creation.
I am weak.
I will always be.
But forever strong.
In thy heart.
In thy heart.
I always keep.
Deep.
In mine.
My louve is vague, for anyone to grasp it. Not even me.
Traumatize me with your words.
And say that the world is gonna end.
Cause it is.
And I'm problematic.
Leave.
Things that taste good to you.
And treasure greater things.
So you say.
Torn.
At every corner stitched.
Undo your buttons.
So I could see my world.
In halves.
Evil.
She says.
Liar.
She screams.
Deceiver.
She yells.
I don't deny.
The list goes on so it is true.
How did this happen.
Nothing ever did.
What happened to you.
I never changed.
Are you always good in this.
Absolutely.
So youve cheated me all this while.
Absolutely.
How do I look at you now.
But I'll still call you pretty.
How would I ever louve you again.
I am always.
How can I ever let you go.
I never did.
You did.
I hate what you did to me.
But I honor your move.
Your choice.
I break though.
Deep down, you break also.
You and I.
Shall seat at separate tables.
Separate directions.
Like how it use to be.
A not so long time ago.
But.
Where do I throw this tears for you.
You don't.
It's apart of you.
That moves on.
I am at fault.
For I'm never at peace.
For I'm in a constant hunt.
By my own blood.
It is not possible.
For me to take it.
NO!!
It's an excuse.
You took the new girl in.
Yes.
Yes I did.
Why I did it.
I don't know.
Maybe I won't take her after all.
I won't take anyone.
Until the sun hides its rays without the concern of creation.
I am weak.
I will always be.
But forever strong.
In thy heart.
In thy heart.
I always keep.
Deep.
In mine.
My louve is vague, for anyone to grasp it. Not even me.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Blind
And how could you be so insane to assume she's not free?
And how could you not tell her that he is coming to your place while you told her bout the weather?
And how could you act like they have been with you more than being with her?
Thanks for the attitude dude.
Today you have showed your ignorance.
Today you have showed your willingness in taking things for granted.
Today, you have not spent the time with her because
of you.
While you were out there laughing, she was in solitude.
These little things count,
love her like you've never did tomorrow,
and tomorrow...
Thursday, September 10, 2009
As You Me and 'Em
It's like those things they tell you about everything; weather's freakin' hot i'm tired let's get drunk you're cheesy i'm not a hypocrite in any way yeah right we're all born to die so lets eat all the junk we can you're out of your mind but it's alright to curse as we all are stressed up bunch of souls don't drown yourself into emotions you gota move on the past won't help don't dwell the elderly's don't know what they're talkin' about as I 'm the King of the world you have no idea what she said he's quite a jerk lecture's so boring they're not experienced the government isn't doing anything good for the people vote the opposition for a better life it's so spicy i can't take chilie pop and hip hop rocks oldies are God damn slow i'm a free thinker and i am proud of it there's only one God i can't leave without my phone only wear branded stuffs it will last long plus trendy i'm so smart i don't need the rules, the government is too dumb there's only one law that is I'm right all the time I'm right why did God kill him such a good man the horror flick's so hilarious everything from his lips are lies.
Then they go to bed.
Regardless in the day, or when the sun's down.
Like a bunch of pecking chickens don't you think?
Then they go to bed.
Regardless in the day, or when the sun's down.
Like a bunch of pecking chickens don't you think?
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Inspiration
After a long time, I finally came up with a song that writes out a short notice of my life; in a way.
It's a song of lost, yet hope and courage come in the way.
I N S P I R A T I O N
Verse 1:
I've been dreaming, for a while,
Beautiful things, come and go,
As the sun, rose up high,
I laid by your side, weeks ago.
Bridge:
The truth has come,
Still I'm not done,
It's breaking my heart to know,
That you had to let me go,
Chorus :
Well I wanna show you how I feel,
It makes me believe that we are near,
You walking away causes me to bleed,
Still I will be there, your very inspiration.
Verse 2:
I felt the true love, in your eyes,
Under the moonlight, we made love,
On the outside, the world is cold,
In the inside, I am bold,
It's a song of lost, yet hope and courage come in the way.
I N S P I R A T I O N
Verse 1:
I've been dreaming, for a while,
Beautiful things, come and go,
As the sun, rose up high,
I laid by your side, weeks ago.
Bridge:
The truth has come,
Still I'm not done,
It's breaking my heart to know,
That you had to let me go,
Chorus :
Well I wanna show you how I feel,
It makes me believe that we are near,
You walking away causes me to bleed,
Still I will be there, your very inspiration.
Verse 2:
I felt the true love, in your eyes,
Under the moonlight, we made love,
On the outside, the world is cold,
In the inside, I am bold,
Inspiration,
Inspiration,
I'm your inspiration.
