7 t H e a v e n

And all I know, I feel like a total nuisance these days.

I'm nt feeling right, well , and everythings eating me up
from within and out.

Things have been detoriating and I could feel it deep.

I'm pushed to the cliff yet I don't fall for I'm not made to.

God, I cry to you every day.
I talk to you every day, about
things, I pray for people.

Little did I realise that I was breaking within.
I'm crashing gradually.
I could feel it, I could feel it deep.

I'm not feeling anymore healthy, I know there's
an unwanted truth out there.

God, are you not speaking to me as I'm coming very soon?
Is that what you want?
If it is, I can't do anything to stop it; I am at your will.

Yet before you do take me, give me a chance to bring joy
and happiness to those around me; those whom I love alot.
Not all the ones I love know I love them like hell; as I said,
I hide my feelings to avoid me messing up things; again and again.

Hopefully,
when I become the stars above soon,
I'll finally be loved in return.